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(Simplified Molecular-Input Line-Entry System)

Mediums:

Single-channel QuickTime video
ASMR audio
Text
Animated GIFs

Body of work: -In progress-
Year: 2020



From the Cathara Autonomous Territory, a communication is intercepted...

I hear the sound of rain, in the rainforest...💦💦🏝🦜My frustration due to lack of access to healthcare and an immunomodulatory treatment 🧬💉sparks the opening of a portal to CAT. 🛸🌌I read in ASMR 🌬🔊an intimate journal poem. Birds are chirping 🦜and rain is falling in Brooklyn. ⛈🌦💦💦I dream of a life with biohacking. Needing access to vital treatment, denied by the pharmacocapitalist🤑 system. All of it experienced with one foot on each world, the world of the sick and the world of the healthy. 👽As Sontag says, feeling I need a passport to travel between both worlds. ☄️🌏🌑But here, the world of the CAT 👽and our cyber space, make me a citizen of their rebel territories. 🛂⛑Nature calls, plants, animals, meteors and fire, join the technoritual🐾🌿👾🦾🌺🦑🔥⚡️🌌🗻🌊, with molecular code... 🧬 All delivered with a gentle ASMR digital crip lullaby 🌬👄👂🏼🦻🏼💆(Another cyber healing ritual made with love, pain, vulnerability and magic, birthed during the pandemic. Cyber brujeria for times like this...)

ID description:
A Cathara healing being, dressed in their red and white nurse uniform, has 6 eyes, a mouth that looks like a jellyfish-flower-vulva, and water drops in her face. The background of rain falling on leaves has three computer screen windows super imposed with a molecular code, a 3D model of it and a bird.

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No SMILES (Simplified molecular-input line-entry system) Yet

* O=P(O)(O)OC[C@H]3O[C@@H](n1c2NC=N/C(=O)c2nc1)[C@H](O)[C@@H]3O.O=C1/N=C(/N)C=C/N1[C@@H]2O[C@H](COP(=O)(O)O)[C@@H](O)[C@H]2O.O=C/1NC(=O)N(C=C1)[C@@H]2O[C@@H]([C@@H](O)[C@H]2O)COP(=O)(O)O

Viral Dysphoria
I want an immunomodulatory
My body reacts
in weird ways to life
... to everything around it
No me hagas doler
There is no steadiness
I am in and out all the time
I leave involuntarily
I don’t want to
I am angry with it
Vete,
dejame!
Body fights against its own self
It impedes me from separating from it
It forces me stay with it,
and take it
suffering
Is my human body part
My altered fuselage
There are no stops,
there is no rest
No pause
Not a breather

It is my viral executioner
A contaminated rogue model
Not meant for production
I need a replacement
Will accepting my body as my own,
a punisher
Be the right thing to do to escape this dysphoria?

The separation brings sanity
Brings sense

Depersonalization
as a primitive survival mechanism

Why is the rule unity
when we fight against each other? —It and myself

Dejame libre
Scream, scream, scream

Scream so loudly
so the brain pounding stops

Llanto rojo
Order it to stop
Does it listen to you?

InChI
* InChI=1S/C10H13N4O8P.C9H14N3O8P.C9H13N2O9P/c15-6-4(1-21-23(18,19)20)22-10(7(6)16)14-3-13-5-8(14)11-2-12-9(5)17;10-5-1-2-12(9(15)11-5)8-7(14)6(13)4(20-8)3-19-21(16,17)18;12-5-1-2-11(9(15)10-5)8-7(14)6(13)4(20-8)3-19-21(16,17)18/h2-4,6-7,10,15-16H,1H2,(H,11,12,17)(H2,18,19,20);1-2,4,6-8,13-14H,3H2,(H2,10,11,15)(H2,16,17,18);1-2,4,6-8,13-14H,3H2,(H,10,12,15)(H2,16,17,18)/t4-,6-,7-,10-;2*4-,6-,7-,8-/m111/s1

* Key:KNUXHTWUIVMBBY-JRJYXWDASA-N

Note: The FDA hasn’t approved Ampligen since the AIDS epidemic